1.29.2010

Funkdafied

I'm in a funk. I'm gonna blame the weather. Only because I can't really blame it on anything else. Its just that time of year where there isn't much going on. I don't take any days off work cause why waste a vacation day when the weather is this shitty? Work is work, which could be another reason why I'm a little angry. There's just no variety right now. A couple of years ago it was great... going on new calls, seeing new situations and the thrill of possibly catching a fire. There is none of that right now, which bothers me a little.
Every call is the same to me, so I get angry when I have to go on 8 of them a day. Plus, it doesn't help when everyone at work tells me I'm too smart for this job. This is why I have tried to keep my mind occupied with lots of different things. I'm really looking forward to coaching baseball this spring, so that will help out a lot.
I'm just worried about what comes after that. For anyone out there who knows me, you know I get bored very easily. That's what I always liked about being able to work lots of different jobs. I guess I'm just getting to that point where I have to appreciate that I have a good, stable job that affords me the opportunity to do all these other things when I'm off, right?
Now I'm just rambling. Tell me to quit complaining. We all know I'm too lazy and don't have enough money to go back to school. Plus, if I did that, how long would it be before I got bored with that. I need some guidance. I'm tired. I'm going to sleep!

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